When do I get a life? Answer: After everyone I ever wanted at my wedding is dead!

This was written after my best friend had past on from cancer. I was going through a depression and feeling very lonely. I was not making B Vitamin smoothies every day either, as I had not learned that trick yet.

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When do I get a life?
You got who you wanted at your wedding.
My friend who I really wanted at my wedding is dead.
My other friend has MS and Alzheimer's. She'll die too.
My other friend rarely calls and is busy.

When do I get a life?
No one wants me. Something about comfort zones and meats and such.
No one wants me. Something about Jesus and transvesite science...
something about must eat meat and poultry or sex change will happen.
something about Me am Doctor! Me am Male'oran! Me rule!

When do I rule?
I don't. I never rule.
I have needs too!
They told me to bleep off!
I wanted to play that piano!
I was told I'd break it!
I wanted to play my piano!
I was told  sorry, Sister has needs!

When do my needs get met?
I have no dryer that woirks.
I have an old washer.
Both needs replacing but....
rich bastards make them only last for 7 years.
What happens then?
After those notorious 7 years?

I will have no washer.
I will have no dryer.
I will have no life.
I have no wheres to go.
My parents will be dead.
In heaven, where they will have a life.
They are old and could die off without warning.
My dad is at least 80 yrs old.
My mother has Alzheimers and worships gluten.
Where will I be?
I will be sentenced to hell.
Why? Because I hated my life and refused to grow...
 I refused to worship hate and grow their hate too.

Grow! Grow where you are planted!
Worship guns to your head!
Worship hate and discrimination!
Worship hell on earth!
Worship hate and worship the hell Christians put you through!
Worship it! Or Jesus Bleeping Christ will curse you!
Because YOU have sin in your life! YOU are cursed!

I guess the definition of Christian is "I am now God and perfect!"
I guess the definition of Christian is...
Must worship Comfort Zones.
Must brag about how stupid in the head you are why you can not learn sign language.
Must never ever take the disabled person out and be friends with them.
Must never allow the disabled or the mentally ill or the deaf or the deaf-blind
into the kingdom of "Heaven" because it is only for the Hitler worshipers!

Don't believe me? He had nothing to do with us too - except if it involved a gun.
Yes, oh yes, he shot us with bullets. He murdered us too!
You murder us with your hate and your worship of comfort zones!
I have to pay $10 to have friends in my life!
What about you? Do you pay too?
This world of hate and evil is only going to get worse.
This world of hate and evil is getting more evil.

Don't believe me? Look at you.
My God is Love. His name is Y'Shua.
Your Jesus god is not god, for he is cruel and as
cruel as you!
I am tired of you.
I will not go to your holier than thou building of hate and discrimination.
I do not need your hate.
I need love.

I go dancing at the club.
No one will be my partner.
I try to go dancing anyway.
I should just learn jigs and dance by myself.
I hate them. Oh, how I hate them.
I said before I am not trying to find a mate.
I know better.
They all worship fatness and big headedness.
I don't need a fat 'rse in my life.
I want a life.
I am not a couch potato.
I hate my life.

When do I get a life?
I will get a life when everyone is dead.
I will then move to England and they will kick me out too.
Then, I will die and go to heaven. Then, and only then, will I have a life.
I will have a life when I am dead.
I will then go to a Y'Shua heaven where Jews and Hebrew and Jewish culture is allowed.
I will go where disabled people, stutterers, death, blind, deaf-blind, and mentally ill are allowed.
I will go where I am allowed and those comfort zone worshippers will not be found.
God will say he never knew You because You told His people to go to Hell!

Why We need to ban ALL ATHEISTIC PLAYS, OPINIONS from Public Places!

Note: Going forward, I will try to use the bold key instead of switching to caps. Thank you for your patience in this matter!

If we are trying to ban all mention of God, then I want a ban of all mention of Atheism and Atheistic beliefs because that too is a religion. Its a religion of HATE. It preaches hate any opinion that mentions a "god" or a "religion" of any kind, but especially one that mentions Jesus, HaShem or anything that is associated with the Christian or Jewish religion.

This is a country in the  USA of RELIGIOUS FREEDOM EXCEPT WHERE THE ATHEIST SAY NO!  What happened to my religious freedom? (See banning of the 10 Commandments in which our laws are based, for one example. However, there are other examples but my brain is mush right now. Sorry!)

This is a country in the USA of  FREEDOM OF THE PRESS EXCEPT WHERE THE ATHEIST SAY NO! What happened to my freedom of the press?

This is a country in the USA where we used to be able to have prayer in school, nativity scenes IN school and NO ONE CARED AND NO ONE CRIED NO! What happened?

We have changed the meaning of freedom to mean "I have the right to ban you from your beliefs if I might see it as long as I am an atheist. You do not have those same rights. ONLY ATHEIST HAVE THE RIGHTS TO BAN ALL THINGS THEY DO  NOT WANT TO HEAR OR SEE!"

I demand the same rights! I demand we ban ALL ATHEIST OPINIONS BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR OR SEE THEM!  I am offended by them and I have the rights to not hear or see anything I do not wish to hear or see! Without this, I am being discriminated against! Why should THEY be allowed to silence ME if I can not silence THEM!?!

Update: I wish I would have posted the news articles, etc. in which this post was based on. I am mostly clueless right now. lol I need a good nap too!

 Why do people not want to attend church?

1. Those who react to scents are told "we don't care" by too many so-called Believers (majority). Where I attend, a person insisted on sitting in the allergy free area with her smelly perfume. She was arrogant, selfish- didn't care who she made very sick. Those believers treat us like they want us dead and not in their "privileged" heaven. My friend landed in the hospital due to asthma from all the scents around.

2. Deaf can't attend our churches because we arrogantly refuse to learn their culture and their sign language and yet we are to witness to them? Or is Salvation only for the “right” people with the “right” language, dispostion, allergies and so on? See Hitler! He did this too! He at least used a gun so that we wouldn't have to see and live this hate every single day of our lives. 

3. When you refuse to be friends outside of the Church with the “disabled”, you tell Jesus you hate Him. Cold shoulders to the -deaf, stutterer, developmental delay disorder, mentally ill, etc.

The mentally ill do NOT have demons! I do not have “sin” as the reason why God isn't healing me. He wants YOU out of YOUR comfort zone! Oops! My apoligies! We worship different "Gods". I worship Y'Shua - a Jewish God of LOVE. You worship the Fake Jesus, the god of Satan and Hate. 

Try seeing God in a God-in-a-box church? No laying on of hands, dancing, flags, and its hard to believe He is real. David worshiped in Spirit and in Truth with Dance. I only saw God in my face at a charismatic spirit-filled place of worship and was scared, and I also saw God at a Messianic Synagogue.

Will I attend a place of worship in England if God ever lets me move their? Probably not.

Why? I am tired of synagogues meeting at churches who act like asthmatics and those with the wrong allergies belong in Hell. I just don't want to fight that battle anymore! I hate it!

Besides, I can't even marry. Why? I can't worship your god. How many single men do you know are willing to give up the ChickCow for his date? Its an integrity issue! I carry an epi-pen for the poultry, but am allergic to meats as well. I keep Biblically Kosher. Why? Unlike you, I do not believe that Jesus died so that I can ignore the Old Testament because those laws can't save, therefore, I can do as I please. Jesus never corrected my thinking here about not eating pork, but DID Convict Many people who attended my Messianic Synagogue that Pork and Shellfish was wrong to eat! This isn't a salvation issue. It is an integrity issue. Either we believe that the Whole Bible is for now, or we don't. And YOU clearly do NOT believe that the ENTIRE BIBLE IS FOR NOW. YOU PICK AND CHOOSE WHICH PARTS APPLY TO YOU AND YOUR EVIL H ITLER BRIGADE! And no, I am not talking about the Punks. I am talking about the holier-than-thou churches of hate and discrimination. Angry? I am angry. I have reached my breaking point. There is no hope for me. I have no love in my life. I have no hope. YOU STOLE IT! My synagogue is no more. It is kaputt. Frank the arrogant one, murdered my synagogue with his holier than thou arrogance! I am through.

The only thing left for me to do, is save as much money as I can, and move to another part of this evil, evil country of hate. I need to move. I hate it here. I hate it so much that I am ready to scream at the top of my lungs. I should not scream, so I will move. I hate guns. I refuse to have a gun near me. But, I would love to kill many, many people - by the billions! Why? They will then know and feel my pain. And, they will never forget! What the muslims terrorist did, was only kill a small handful. But murder does not satisfy the lack of love in ones life. Murder does not beget love. It only begets hate. I would be giving the world over to its hate. This is not good. This is pure evil. I hate evil. I doubly hate pure evil. This is why I will save my money. This is why I will move. This is why I will try to get a book published. I hate evil. I refuse to bow down to evil and its filth.

Oh yes, I will move, and I will learn to WORSHIP ME MYSELF AND BLOODY I AND NO ONE ELSE IN MY LIFE! I DO NOT NEED YOUR EVIL SHIT IN MY FACE! I DO NOT NEED TO WORSHIP YOUR EVIL WHITE CRAP THAT COMES OUT OF YOUR NETHER REGIONS! I DO NOT NEED TO DIE ON MY WEDDING DAY YOU MURDEROUS MALE SPECIES OF ILL REPUTE! I DO NOT NEED YOUR SHIT IN MY FACE!



  

Religious Freedom allows the following to happen

We who are against religious freedom where it can tell a LGBT person that they can't be served here, and also believes that all Churches should allow LGBT pastors and priests, should also support the extremely conservative and religious Christian running the Atheist society. After all, wouldn't it be discrimination against the Christian if they could not be head of the Atheist society just like the LGBT person could be head of a church?

Hear me out. I am 100% against ALL discrimination where by a person runs a PUBLIC business. That business should never be allowed to "just say no" to a LGBT couple - ever! However, I believe that a place of religious worship, should follow 100% Religious freedom at all cost. I also believe that if a business wants to only cater to non-LGBT, then they should file to be a company that ONLY serves the specific religious people that is of THEIR OWN specific faith. That means that the Bed and Breakfast who doesn't want LGBT in their business, would have to file under their "faith" and then only allow people of their same "faith" in and NO ONE else - including Atheist and Messianic Jews should be allowed. Yes, I too, would be banned. Why? Their "faith" would not be the same as my faith in most cases. I am not a Southern Baptist, Catholic, Conservative Christian, and so on. I am a Messianic Jew who has faced discrimination most times when I walk INTO a so-called Christian Church. Very few are scent free, and even fewer are allergy aware. And those that are allergy aware, normally rent from a "I hate those with allergies" type church.

Also, please do understand that I am against all discrimination no matter what, including the banning of LGBT in Bed and Breakfasts. If they want to have a civil union there, then the owner can simply hire someone else to take over the place for that period of time. And, say a prayer that says something like "Dear Lord God, Jesus Christ who died on a Cross and not a quick growing tree with a rod going across...the God who hated those who aren't holy like He is and wants to kick out of the church everyone who isn't ....the God who hated those not as privileged as I am....I do not condone this union as it is against my faith and belief in you. Please forgive those who do not know what they do. Amen. And then move along. Of course, you, the anti-LGBT, would reword the prayer to your tastes. Just saying. ;)

Personally, every single business I own will allows all people to use it - even those whose faith I am 100% against. Why? I believe that true religious freedom means that everyone should be allowed to believe how they want even if it is against my own faith. However, I am 100% against any religious being forced to change their own faith rules in order to accommodate someone else. Thus, even though they want to have Conservative Christian churches to allow Gay teachers (something I am against forcing a church to do), if this were to pass by law, then that would mean that the LGBT community would be forced to allow that LGBT hater to be a teacher at their meetings and organizations - and even head of their organization. This would be wrong on so many levels! However, I do think that having a Christian who is not racist be forced to be head of the KKK due to religious freedom does not allow discrimination, may be a good thing as the KKK may seen a change away from their hate crap. Just saying. ;)