Thursday, June 2, 2016

When do I get a life? Answer: After everyone I ever wanted at my wedding is dead!

This was written after my best friend had past on from cancer. I was going through a depression and feeling very lonely. I was not making B Vitamin smoothies every day either, as I had not learned that trick yet.

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When do I get a life?
You got who you wanted at your wedding.
My friend who I really wanted at my wedding is dead.
My other friend has MS and Alzheimer's. She'll die too.
My other friend rarely calls and is busy.

When do I get a life?
No one wants me. Something about comfort zones and meats and such.
No one wants me. Something about Jesus and transvesite science...
something about must eat meat and poultry or sex change will happen.
something about Me am Doctor! Me am Male'oran! Me rule!

When do I rule?
I don't. I never rule.
I have needs too!
They told me to bleep off!
I wanted to play that piano!
I was told I'd break it!
I wanted to play my piano!
I was told  sorry, Sister has needs!

When do my needs get met?
I have no dryer that woirks.
I have an old washer.
Both needs replacing but....
rich bastards make them only last for 7 years.
What happens then?
After those notorious 7 years?

I will have no washer.
I will have no dryer.
I will have no life.
I have no wheres to go.
My parents will be dead.
In heaven, where they will have a life.
They are old and could die off without warning.
My dad is at least 80 yrs old.
My mother has Alzheimers and worships gluten.
Where will I be?
I will be sentenced to hell.
Why? Because I hated my life and refused to grow...
 I refused to worship hate and grow their hate too.

Grow! Grow where you are planted!
Worship guns to your head!
Worship hate and discrimination!
Worship hell on earth!
Worship hate and worship the hell Christians put you through!
Worship it! Or Jesus Bleeping Christ will curse you!
Because YOU have sin in your life! YOU are cursed!

I guess the definition of Christian is "I am now God and perfect!"
I guess the definition of Christian is...
Must worship Comfort Zones.
Must brag about how stupid in the head you are why you can not learn sign language.
Must never ever take the disabled person out and be friends with them.
Must never allow the disabled or the mentally ill or the deaf or the deaf-blind
into the kingdom of "Heaven" because it is only for the Hitler worshipers!

Don't believe me? He had nothing to do with us too - except if it involved a gun.
Yes, oh yes, he shot us with bullets. He murdered us too!
You murder us with your hate and your worship of comfort zones!
I have to pay $10 to have friends in my life!
What about you? Do you pay too?
This world of hate and evil is only going to get worse.
This world of hate and evil is getting more evil.

Don't believe me? Look at you.
My God is Love. His name is Y'Shua.
Your Jesus god is not god, for he is cruel and as
cruel as you!
I am tired of you.
I will not go to your holier than thou building of hate and discrimination.
I do not need your hate.
I need love.

I go dancing at the club.
No one will be my partner.
I try to go dancing anyway.
I should just learn jigs and dance by myself.
I hate them. Oh, how I hate them.
I said before I am not trying to find a mate.
I know better.
They all worship fatness and big headedness.
I don't need a fat 'rse in my life.
I want a life.
I am not a couch potato.
I hate my life.

When do I get a life?
I will get a life when everyone is dead.
I will then move to England and they will kick me out too.
Then, I will die and go to heaven. Then, and only then, will I have a life.
I will have a life when I am dead.
I will then go to a Y'Shua heaven where Jews and Hebrew and Jewish culture is allowed.
I will go where disabled people, stutterers, death, blind, deaf-blind, and mentally ill are allowed.
I will go where I am allowed and those comfort zone worshippers will not be found.
God will say he never knew You because You told His people to go to Hell!

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Why the Duggars deserve Respect and NOT HATE

If I were to tell you that Lesbians under the age of 16, have molested and raped other girls, you wouldn't give a damn! Why? They were lesbians. If Gay boys did this, you still wouldn't bat an eyelash. If a 70 year old man dates, has sex, and marries a 20 year old. You wouldn't give a damn.

If a Christian makes a mistake and gets DISCIPLINED FOR IT BY HIS PARENTS AND NEVER ALLOWED TO BABYSIT OR CHANGE A DIAPER AGAIN AND IS TAKEN FOR COUNSELING AND HAS HIS ENTIRE LIFE REROUTED TO MAKE DAMN SURE HE NEVER EVER EVER GETS A CHANCE TO DO THIS EVIL AGAIN. AND ON TOP OF THAT, THEY MAKE SURE HE GETS VERY SPECIFIC TREATMENT TO MAKE DAMN SURE HE NEVER WANTS TO DO THIS AGAIN. YOU GOD HATERS CRY FOUL! YOU WANT THE DUGGARS DEAD BECAUSE YOU HATE THEM.

Hey! Wake up! He messed up big time. He owned it. HE got help. He doesn't babysit ever. And, he even has a Male  Pastor who can be trusted WITH him even when he is with his own kids. Hello! Wake up call! What the fuck is he suppose to do? Commit suicide? I TOO WAS RAPED AND I AM DISGUSTED BY YOUR HATE!

If you really want him dead and the duggars dead, then why don't you go buy yourself a gun and then erradicate this world of everything you find evil. However, be forewarned. The truth is that if you were to kill off every single person with your viral tongue that did something you thought was wrong, you would have to kill off you too, because I guarantee you too, did that same evil thing in your life - at least one of those evil things, at least ONE time.

When does the hate end? What does the violence end? When do we learn how to fucking forgive and stop this evil hate!?! WE don't. Why? Because world so hates God that the world wants to worship hate and make sure that no one with a Bible in their hand is ever given love again. Period!

May you know what it is like to be so hated and may you cry out to God for love and be shown hate...the very same hate you show to the Duggars until you repent with a contrite heart for real.

And yes, Joshua mucked up big time again. But, Pornography IS legal! Online Pornography IS legal. ALL of it is legal! Getting Prostitutes is only legal in one state that I know of. And yet, YOU treat Joshua as if his adult activities were ILLEGAL and should get all of the family and his relationships banned from television even though 70% of ALL ENTERTAINERS SUPPORT DRINKING TO EXCESS AND PORNOGRAPHY!  And, many of them do drugs and yet, you still do NOT want to them to be banned from TV. You are evil and discusting! I support the Duggars and do not support the haters who hate ON Believers and those related to believers who do biblically wrong! Go to hell with your satanic god of hate. I don't care. My God gave YOU free will choice! Take it. Far be it from me, to take it away from you! But, do not support shit on TV by shitheads but ban Godheads from TV because one of their own is a shithead! That is discrimination!

CHRISTIANS!!! STOP TURNING YOUR BACKS ON ONE OF OUR OWN! LETS SUPPORT THE NEW DUGGAR SPIN-OFF SHOW AND GO WATCH IT! WE NEED TO SUPPORT THEM! STOP YOUR HATE! YOU SUPPORT DRUG ADDICTS FILMING HORROR STORY OF JESUS, LETS SUPPORT BELIEVERS TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING! YOU TOLD THE VEGGIE TALES CHRISTIANS TO GO TO HELL AS YOU WEREN'T GOING TO SUPPORT THEM. WHY? THEY WEREN'T UNBELIEVERS WRITING HORROR! GO GET OVER YOURSELF YOU SATAN WORSHIPERS AND START SUPPORTING BELIEVERS INSTEAD OF SATANIST, DRUG ADDICTS AND PEOPLE WHO HATE YOUR GOD! YOU HATE YOUR GOD TOO! HOW SO? BY REFUSING TO SUPPORT BELIEVERS ON TV OR IN THE MOVIES! YOU ARE EVIL AND WILL GO TO HELL WITH YOUR HATE!

Destroy the murderous insurance companies by Refusing to do business with them!

Take those Nazi-like businesses out of business!

Rare cancers deserve to be treated AND paid for by Nazi Insurance companies! Life saving procedures are NOT cruel, untested therapies. Their hate of OUR LIVES aligns them with Hitler and his evil doctors of crime, hate, and death! It is high time that the government of United States of America passes a law that REQUIRES ALL INSURANCE COMPANIES TO PAY FOR ALL HEALTH TREATMENT FOR ALL OF THEIR CLIENTS AND TO DENY THEM THEIR RIGHTS TO DENY THESE TREATMENTS! NO MORE PLAYING GOD! And, if they refuse, KILL THEM LIKE THEY KILL US!

They do not care if we live or die, then we do not care if THEY die! Fair is fair! And no, I am not supporting vigilante justice! What I AM supporting is the legal court system killing the insurance company, arresting their bloody arses, and throwing their arses in prison for attempted pre-meditated murder in the 1st degree for denying us treatments that the FDA HAS APPROVED JUST BECAUSE WE DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH RARE CASES THAT USES THAT TREATMENT. FUCK THE DAMN INSURANCE COMPANIES AND THEIR LETHAL TREATMENT OF AMERICA!

INSURANCE COMPANIES ARE NOT PATRIOTIC. THEY WORSHIP HITLER AND HIS DISEASE OF MURDER. IT IS TIME WE FOUGHT BACK AND GOT CONGRESS ON OUR SIDE!

How do we fight them legally? Lets all sue them, individually - all 40 million of us giving them lawsuits after lawsuits and have every lawsuit be different just enough - very personalized - so that we can avoid the stupid "class action lawsuit" and spend all of their money in court so that they can't afford to pay their Mr. Hitler boss!