This was written after my best friend had past on from cancer. I was going through a depression and feeling very lonely. I was not making B Vitamin smoothies every day either, as I had not learned that trick yet.
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When do I get a life?
You got who you wanted at your wedding.
My friend who I really wanted at my wedding is dead.
My other friend has MS and Alzheimer's. She'll die too.
My other friend rarely calls and is busy.
When do I get a life?
No one wants me. Something about comfort zones and meats and such.
No one wants me. Something about Jesus and transvesite science...
something about must eat meat and poultry or sex change will happen.
something about Me am Doctor! Me am Male'oran! Me rule!
When do I rule?
I don't. I never rule.
I have needs too!
They told me to bleep off!
I wanted to play that piano!
I was told I'd break it!
I wanted to play my piano!
I was told sorry, Sister has needs!
When do my needs get met?
I have no dryer that woirks.
I have an old washer.
Both needs replacing but....
rich bastards make them only last for 7 years.
What happens then?
After those notorious 7 years?
I will have no washer.
I will have no dryer.
I will have no life.
I have no wheres to go.
My parents will be dead.
In heaven, where they will have a life.
They are old and could die off without warning.
My dad is at least 80 yrs old.
My mother has Alzheimers and worships gluten.
Where will I be?
I will be sentenced to hell.
Why? Because I hated my life and refused to grow...
I refused to worship hate and grow their hate too.
Grow! Grow where you are planted!
Worship guns to your head!
Worship hate and discrimination!
Worship hell on earth!
Worship hate and worship the hell Christians put you through!
Worship it! Or Jesus Bleeping Christ will curse you!
Because YOU have sin in your life! YOU are cursed!
I guess the definition of Christian is "I am now God and perfect!"
I guess the definition of Christian is...
Must worship Comfort Zones.
Must brag about how stupid in the head you are why you can not learn sign language.
Must never ever take the disabled person out and be friends with them.
Must never allow the disabled or the mentally ill or the deaf or the deaf-blind
into the kingdom of "Heaven" because it is only for the Hitler worshipers!
Don't believe me? He had nothing to do with us too - except if it involved a gun.
Yes, oh yes, he shot us with bullets. He murdered us too!
You murder us with your hate and your worship of comfort zones!
I have to pay $10 to have friends in my life!
What about you? Do you pay too?
This world of hate and evil is only going to get worse.
This world of hate and evil is getting more evil.
Don't believe me? Look at you.
My God is Love. His name is Y'Shua.
Your Jesus god is not god, for he is cruel and as
cruel as you!
I am tired of you.
I will not go to your holier than thou building of hate and discrimination.
I do not need your hate.
I need love.
I go dancing at the club.
No one will be my partner.
I try to go dancing anyway.
I should just learn jigs and dance by myself.
I hate them. Oh, how I hate them.
I said before I am not trying to find a mate.
I know better.
They all worship fatness and big headedness.
I don't need a fat 'rse in my life.
I want a life.
I am not a couch potato.
I hate my life.
When do I get a life?
I will get a life when everyone is dead.
I will then move to England and they will kick me out too.
Then, I will die and go to heaven. Then, and only then, will I have a life.
I will have a life when I am dead.
I will then go to a Y'Shua heaven where Jews and Hebrew and Jewish culture is allowed.
I will go where disabled people, stutterers, death, blind, deaf-blind, and mentally ill are allowed.
I will go where I am allowed and those comfort zone worshippers will not be found.
God will say he never knew You because You told His people to go to Hell!
